My name is Topaz and I like hearing my self type.

Monday, June 30, 2008

And counting....

So my sis goes away soon so i'm counting that away....

I'll have posted 100 blogs soon so i'm counting that down....

The 4th of July is so soon so i'm counting that down....

I'll be 27 before i know it so i'm counting that down.....

Lots of other things that i am counting down as well!

We finally slept in our new bed this weekend....it's strange how big it is....you really can't grasp the difference between a full and a queen unless you are sharing it with someone else. It's like being on a different planet!! "Hey hows it going over there?" "fine...i think you have the better side..." "Yeah i do." Hahahaha

I shopped a little this weekend....i put my idea in action! (still not going to tell you what it is....sorry). I watched Sabrina season #2! And hopefully tonight i will get some Taco Loco!!

Oh yeah on Friday i got some Baja Fresh! Yum Yum!! Ok i think i'm done now...i'll be going so i can count down some more!

Bye

** after thought: Why is it when you get one day off in a week you work like a mad person the other 4 days? It's only Monday and i already feel like i have done enough work! it's not really like a day off if the days leading up to it you have to do so much work your teeth are floating cause you don't have time to pee....your stomach is growling b/c you can't eat....and your fingers hurt from all the button pushing!!!! Oh sweet relief where are you?

Friday, June 27, 2008

all By myself!

I have a feeling the day is going to go super slow! At the moment i am the only one in the office. I have already gotten 2 spanish speaking calls.....and i don't speak spanish. That is the worst part of being alone in the office. O'well!

We got our new bed last night and I hope to be sleeping on it very soon! Fun Fun!! i need to wash the sheet for it First and ok maybe i need to clean the room....whatever.

I want to leave and shop and eat tortilla chips....and get some taquitos! LOL

Well anyways i got this great idea last night and i can't wait to go through with it! hopefully it will be fun. Who knows! Have I ever told you that i LOVE Fridays? I don't love them more then my mom, or my Honey but i may love them more then Pocos......

Think about that one! Have a happy weekend! :o)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Poor Sad....



Thank you Littlebigsis for the lovely picture. In case you didn't know my Honey pie sugar head dropped all my taquitos on the floor in a tragic accident and was forced to throw them in the trash. This lovely photo is in memory of you taquitos....I still love you.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Speak up i can't LISTEN to you!!

I have only told her eight million times the same thing!!! So please PLEASE stop asking me!! No we haven't posted the INVOICES because you told us not to do that!!!! YOU NEVER told us to do it! SO MOVE ON ALREADY!!!!!

Shopping yesterday: I got a new pair of sneakers for the gym. Maybe my toes wont go numb anymore. I got two new pairs of shorts. (although i really got 4 pairs and i wish i could keep them all but i should only keep two of them.) I got a new sports bra. (wow i'm so exciting.) There were no sheets on sale, no cool stamps to buy, and not enough time to go EVERYWHERE. But today is another day.

The gym last night was insane! I think teachers are trying to kill me. Or i'm just really out of shape....Who asked you anyway!?

and otherwise i have encountered another day of no one listening to me and me wanting to strangle someone! Oh and Sheer Genius is on tonight!!! 10pm!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I don't know what your looking for...

Do people hate listening to me? I just begin to wonder when everyone seems to not listen to the words that i say! (mostly people at work) Like i tell you every time "don't put the check in a sealed envelope....she will yell about it." And yet the envelope is sealed and her she goes coming to me...."do you write the checks?" Me: "No (thinking I've only told you 100.89 times that i don't fucking write the fucking checks you stupid fucker!!!)." Then she freaks out and tells me not to put the check in a sealed envelope. Well if i even saw the fucking check let alone put it in the envelope maybe telling me YOUR STUPID complaint would make sense! But since i have NOTHING to do with it how about you FUCKING listen to my words and hear me tell you I DON'T WRITE THE CHECKS!!!! (right there in that cuss laced paragraph TWO people have not listen to me....but it's not just once it's EVERY WEEK since i started!!)

I want to know who told the crazy whack job that i write the checks in the first fucking place?!

Then the evil devil store does not get their orders to us until late on Tuesday afternoon. I tell everyone this EVERY FUCKING WEEK (since February)!! So coming to me every hour on Monday and Tuesday morning asking me for the orders is NOT going to make them magically appear!! BLOW me! Lets just stop there BREATH and I'll stop cussing i promise.....

Shaking it off......moving on.....

Last night was very fun! We shopped and ate! Poor mom got a scary chicken bone on her plate. I was more appalled then she was for once. The scary chicken bone was supposed to be there! But they fail to worn you at all about it. I would have told them to take the whole thing back and i am no longer hungry! I hate bones that is one of the reasons i don't like meat very much b/c bones and fat and stuff that you a human have GROSS!! It was at the Cheesecake Factory. It was a garlic sauce chicken thing with bones! BONES!! GROSS! GROSS! GROSS!! the manager came to our table and was saying how he doesn't know why there is nothing on the menu about it! yeah neither do I! and no compensation was made. O'well (SP check wanted me to change this to Orwell)!! BUT we had fun!

Monday, June 23, 2008

Never goes how you think

Well my weekends never really go as i plan them. Not saying that's a bad thing just saying. Friday i ended up going to see the Hulk after eating at Tom's Montana Grill...i think that's what it was called. They were not that great!! And that was my cheat meal of the week so i ended up also cheating on Saturday b/c when your cheat meal sucks what are you supposed to do?! Oh yeah we also bought a new bed. I didn't see that one coming at all!! Honestly i didn't! Surprisingly the Hulk was pretty good, even if it pains me to admit it! The first Hulk PUT me to sleep!! In a room full of other people i feel asleep sitting up on a couch! THAT is how awful it was!!! Oh in the middle of the day as well!


Saturday I had loads of fun with the dancing sisters! Everyone is always like have fun suffering through that.....and Oh boy how did you get roped into that one, thing is i LOVE this stuff. I don't know why but I LOVE going to my cousins concerts, dance things, soccer games, and events. I don't know why....maybe it's because i remember how much i loved when people came to my stuff or maybe it's b/c i know the labor that goes into something....or maybe it's because i care a lot for my family and love to support them. i don't know but I love it and i think it makes them happy! So there you go!


Oh before i went My honey sugar lump and i went to the Produce Junction and got a large box of produce for 20$ Yum YUM!! Then i got flowers for all the lovely ladies i was going to see that day! i got a dozen roses for 6$ they were neat because one of the dozen was pink the rest were that peach with the darker color around the edge. I also declared that if i was having a wedding (which i'm not) i would just go the Produce Junction early in the morning and pick out all my flowers. Hey they were cheap and REALLY pretty!


Then Sunday i had GRAND ideas but did NOTHING!!! I just get into this mode where i can't get out of bed....every hour i think i'll get up and do something in an hour i still have __ hours left in the day. But then it's 5pm and i still haven't done anything and i declare that all the stores will close in an hour so whats the point of trying now? Why do i become so lazy i will never know.

There you go my weekend! Enjoy it! (i sure did.)

Friday, June 20, 2008

No plans Friday

I have no plans for today....other then hopefully getting Dan to go to AC Moore with me.....(insert littlebigsis being happy right here). I am thinking about veggie burgers for dinner with that TGIF dip my sister insisted people must eat. But other then that i got nothing. However i have hopes and dreams for the weekend....


Saturday I hope to get up early enough to work out, go to produce junction, and get a smoothie all before leaving at 10:30am to go and watch dance for a large portion of the day.....where i will also crochet and read. (since i got about 3 new books to read last night and i have about 3 that i have started reading and need to finish!) Then i will return home to sleep.


Enter Sunday: I hope to get up early to work out (again) then leave to meet My friend at Franklyn Mills for lunch. (Where I also hope to find some cute cheap clothes....of the dress type would be nice but unlikely since i can't find a nice looking dress under 40$ within a 20 miles radius of me!!). Then I will spend the rest of the day doing NOTHING! I like nothing sometimes.


HA on this morning show they were talking about gas station owners and the one DJ was saying how they live in these nice homes and own nice cars. So he was gripping about how they make enough money so they should lower the prices! So the other DJs proceed to mock him saying "You mean they run a business and make money!! How DARE they do that!" But it's so true people are like this in real life! they think that they are entitled to the same things that other people have simply because they exist....not because they work hard or try to get ahead...no because they exist.

I am aware not everyone feels like this but a lot of people do. They look at Joe works 80 hour weeks and envy the stuff he can afford. But they don't envy the work he does or the time he puts in. Then they say "HEY how come Joe gets all that stuff and I don't I work 35 hour weeks!!" Yeah you work less then half of what Joe does but you should get what he has earned simply b/c you are both Humans......Makes me sick! Yeah sometimes I get the green eye but I also know that every bit of work you put into something is what you will get out of it (most of the time) granted there are times when you can work until you are blue in the face and get nothing but working hard does pay off. Maybe not as quickly for you as someone else....maybe not as grand for you as for someone else, but if you spend ever moment wanting what someone else has instead of working for your own goals you will get no where. Granted from time to time we all get green eyed.....but has it gotten you anywhere?

(i didn't think so.)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Tortilla Thursday!!!

What could be better then Tortilla Thursday? At the moment i can't think of anything!! I <3 my mom forever!!

My whole week has been throw off b/c I'm so used to seeing my mom at the beginning of the week that everyday felt like it was Monday. Now today is Thursday and i am seeing my mom and double bonus it will be Friday tomorrow! So not only do i get to see my mom tonight but when the next day comes it will be FRIDAY!!! IF i haven't mentioned lately you should REALLY go to my moms Etsy shop link located on the left!! Look early, look often! (ok so i just used the computer thing Save early Save often...whatever!)
I have so many things that i want to blog about rants and raves and just STUFF! But it all requires energy and vigor! I have some but i use it for the gym or for other out of work activities!
I will do a mini rant here about Fathers Day:
1. I don't understand peoples' ability to hang on to a relationship with their father that never treated them or anyone in their family good and still don't! I know that parental bounds can be strong but when a person never treated you good....MAKE that treated his step kids better then he ever treated you and continues this WHY do you even care about him? Also he crapped all over your mom? Double also he never apologized! And it's not about how much stuff he bought you or anything superficial like that....it's about how he treated you and if he was there for you...things like that!!
2. If you have a crap Father like mentioned above, but a mother who is there for you always why would you make a point to take your father out on Fathers Day. BUT on mothers day you can't even keep the sink clear of dirty dishes so your MOTHER who just worked 3 doubles in a row doesn't have to worry about doing FUCKING dishes when she gets home you on MOTHERS DAY?!!
3. My honey has a very complicated relationship with his father. A slightly less complicated one with his mother. But he NEVER talks to his Dad about what is really going on so it's just this pile of crap that keeps getting bigger over time. I am not pretending that i know everything about it but i feel like he should just try and open the dialect with his Dad if he truly wants some sort of relationship.
3a. B/c of the above situation i don't even want to be around his father. I hate pretending but I know that when he goes to his father's that's when he needs the most support.
3b. It was so much easier when we lived 600 miles away. But then again it wasn't so easy being near correction living with his mom....so maybe next time we move away from it all. (but i like my family..... dang it!)
OK rant over.....for now.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

The Problem being....

The biggest problem i have looking at other peoples blogs is it makes you either want their life or it makes you judge them too harshly. I guess i should stop reading about life and live it more.....theres time for that tomorrow! LOL

Did you know how many different exercises there are for the butt? There are a lot and all of them leave you not wanting to sit....the next day.....why am i an office butt? I would think my butt is falling off but it's way to large for that to be happening. Ok I'll stop talking about my butt now.

Have a swell day.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

This is help

Me; Is it AIED?

Lady: Yes.

Me: that isn't working is it AIED?

L: No it's AAEID.

Me: Ok.....it's only letting me enter 4 letters not 5.

L: it's AEID.

Me: ok....Thanks.

WHAT THE HECK is LIFE really this hard? When i said is it AIED why did she say yes? Why didn't she say no it's AEID? COME on!

Friday, June 13, 2008

what Supervisors say

The girl who sits up front in my office just told me something our supervisor told her once here it goes:



"When leaving your desk for the day always make sure you leave it as if you were going to get hit by a truck."



Morbid to some but perfectly making sense to me. And if you knew my supervisor you could totally not see her saying such a thing. You could see the owner saying that but that's b/c he is crazy.....as i have mentioned a time or two i swear....somewhere on this blog. But i just thought it was a very interesting notion.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Lackluster Shopping trip...Party of 3

So my MOST WONDERFUL Mother met me last evening for some shopping! To bad the shopping was a bust. No one was really in to it and all we bought were chips! But at least i got to spend time with my mom and she as always did some funny things.

Some guy had his music on really loud so my mom was dancing to it....in the car. It was NIN "Fuck you like an animal." Luckily it was just at a musical point and not lyrical other wise i don't think mom would have been dancing. It was funny though in a cute sort of way. Then she was telling me how she bought two CDs twice! and one set of double had not even been opened. That doesn't seem funny until an hour or so later when she is telling me this:
Her: "So remember i bought your grandmother that giant thing of oregano?"
Me: "yeah."
Her: "well I'm at the store with her and she has a thing of it in her hand, I'm thinking there is no way she went through what I bought her so I say "Mom I just bought you a giant thing of that." She then says to me "No you didn't." So when we get to her house I look in her cabinet and she has 3 things of it! But I guess I shouldn't talk since I bought two CDs twice."

It's also funny b/c I'm pretty sure those are the only 4 CDs my mom has bought...b/c I think my sis bought her all the other ones she has. I <3 my mom! She is too wonderful how did i get so lucky?!

With that being said go to my side bar and click on her etsy shop and LOOK and BUY and LOVE!!!

Thank you and have a nice day!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I know

I fell of the blog wagon. But I'm on again at least for a while! We have no power at our house since 8pm last night.....that would be 12 hours now and counting! i am at work now so at least i have that going for me.

The past few days have been crazy and interesting. I could blog about them all but i wont instead i will list things i have learned:

- Seeing 3 movies in one day is not a good idea.
- Storage units are rarely fun.
- Moms cook good things. (well at least mine does)
- Strong winds knock down big trees!
- My sis is loving Etsy (shopping in a whole new form).
- Use sunblock people!
- Wally World is EVIL VILE full of Horrid LAZY people!
- I <3 Target.
- Friendly's is not so friendly

There are just a few things.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Point not made. try again!

How do you like this!!

Me: I was told about this (5/29)Thursday at 5:30pm which really wasn't until (5/30)Friday Morning b/c i leave at 4:30pm everyday. So i did not have enough notice at all!

TC: Well actually this whole thing started earlier then that....this goes back to (5/30)Friday at 8:30am.

Is it me or did this guy totally NOT make a point AT ALL? How about you listen to my shiny pretty sentences instead of just spewing back what you were told to say?

Monday, June 2, 2008

Disappearing

A ghost a whisper of what you use to be,
What is happening, what has happened,
Can you please tell me.
Your not here we can see it, we know it,
Where did you go, can I bring you back to me,
We will love you have loved you still love you,
Just an illusion a silhouette of what you use to be.
 

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