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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I AM IN LOVE

http://www.journeys.com/catalog_detail.aspx?c=Shi&s=Boots&id=97832

I am in love with these boots and someday when they are not 109$ I will buy them. THEY are awesome! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE them! And i should have never walked into the damn shoe store tonight while at the mall but it's kind of like they were shouting my name! Not to mention the stores misleading signs that said 70% off i like the sound of that don't you? BUT believe me the things that were on sale WHO would care. Most of the on sale stuff was opened toe....am i missing something here.....isn't open toe about to be in high demand again what with spring coming soon and you know stores they are usually shoving summer stuff down our throats right about now! SO anyways PLEASE MAKERS OF SALES put these awesome boots on sale just for me! THANK YOU ever so grateful...Me

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

the other night and other things.






So the other night it was snowing and people were driving super slow and it took forever and then some to get to my moms but i was already on my way when she tried to tell me to stay home so.....i continued on. My sister lives way to far away so she couldn't make it. My mom made yummy tortillas! and we had an awesome time reading old letters my mom wrote to her real mom and reading my moms dairy entries. (or as she called them "her guts")

Some of the stuff was really hard to read because seeing my mom and knowing everything she does. Knowing how caring and wonderful she is...it's super hard to read her struggling and thinking she wasn't good enough. But some of it was so funny like how she wrote that she told my sister that a persons self worth is best measured by what they think of themselves and then she wrote that my sister really took that to heart. She wrote that i crabbed in the morning before school, crabbed in the afternoon after school and crabbed at night before bed and if i wanted to live to my 7th b-day i needed to change that. LOL

She also wrote how my sister had an attitude problem in 2nd grade and how my sister loved reading and would drag my mom to the library across the street from us every chance she got! She wrote about when i lost my 1st tooth and how the tooth fairy visited me and my sister told me she saw the tooth fairy & helped her get my tooth. My sister told me she was pink & blue with silver wings and i believed it all! LOL My mom use to write letters from the tooth fairy to me in tiny tiny little writing! i wish i had kept those letters. My mom is so awesome! Also my mom wrote how we got Rad new outfits for school and new tins for our supplies. How she bought my sister a binder just like she had when she was in school....

Oh man i just LOVE my mom so much and she is so amazing SO incredibly amazing! In her letters and in her writing you could just feel how much she loved us not that i ever doubted that she loved me (never ever) but if you were a total stranger reading the stuff you would see how much she loved her children. I wish that some day i can pay her back a million times over for everything she has done for us. She deserves so much more in this life you have no idea!

OK i better stop while my eyes are still somewhat dry. Bottom line My MOM = THE BEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD UNIVERSE GALAXY!

Monday, January 19, 2009

A perm later

So this weekend i gave my mom the worst smelling perm ever! It smelled so bad. Talk about toxic fumes that will kill you! How do hairdressers do it! I can do it b/c i only do it like twice a year and it makes my mom so happy. But never could i do it for a living. No Thanks!



I swear i had eight million things to blog about and at the current moment i can think of none. Awesome! so i will leave you with this picture....LOL

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Close the door and get warm!

So i have been deemed the freezing person at work....fingerless gloves, scarf, 3 layers and a lap blanket later everyone is calling you the crazy cold person! And today finally they share the secret of a warm office with us....Shut the door. (your office door!) WHY the muffin eater couldn't you tell me this like 2 months ago?

Work has been crazy.....i know i say that all the time don't i? I am trying to make an effort to eat less while at work....it's day one so don't get all excited just yet. LOL (also i might attempt to go the gym again soon.....if i can get out of bed....or go after work.....i have to think about what time is better.....i know....shut up already.......but i can't)

Last night i made a meal (it's been what seems like forever since i did such a thing). It was grilled turkey, veggies, & parm couscous! I love parm couscous! I wish i had my own kitchen. B/c I'm just starting to make food and i have to hear this "Oh are you making dinner?" me: "yes." Her: "Oh oh, i didn't know you were going to be home.....Dan said he wasn't going to be home until later.....and i would have made you something.....i would have made you something....but i was told you weren't going to be home....." (a slight tinge of panic in her voice as well as hysteria) I know she is just trying to be nice or whatever but....i am not your son....whom you make pretty much every meal for....i am 27 and i can make my own food! O'well just another day....another strange conversation where i assure her that i can indeed make my own food and be fine....NO i don't hate you b/c you didn't start serving me the second i walked in the door....sit....enjoy your night.....i will be fine.

Almost makes me want to not go on the vacations i have planed.....ALMOST but Staple (my clever way of not saying a curse) it. Time is getting away from me and if i don't start doing things i want then when will i? Will i be 75 and wishing i had done more in my youthful days? yeah i want an apartment but I also want to live life while it's there to live! So i suppose i have a few more months of having strange conversations when i do something in the kitchen, bathroom....You know since it's not my house.

My sissy is on vacation! Lucky her! Green with envy i am! So anyways.....have a super Wednesday!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Sad Blog = Must Post

My blog is crying out for attention! Sorry Bloggy i have been busy slaying the evil words demons! Work is crazy! Home is dusty! and i am tired all the time!

Last night we finally moved our very pretty wonderful desk down stairs.....dun dun dunnnnn! I will cut anyone who makes the desk look nasty! And why did we put the desk down stairs just to have another surface to fill with shit? I really am not clear on why the desk is downstairs..or for that matter why the sewing machine (that i have yet to see) would want to find a home upstairs in the little HOT room? I really don't get it. (and yes the room is hot in the winter and the summer.)

If i were sewing i would want my sewing machine by a TV......but that's just me...also i would want it somewhere that not 2 other people may be stuffed in at all times of the day... I just hope that nothing major money wise comes up in the next few months so that we can find a new place to live.

NOT that I'm not grateful for having a cheap place to stay just that having your own space is in NO way over rated! if anything it's under rated. Speaking from 2 1/2 years (yes you read that right) of experience i might be willing to give up my left butt check, right pinkie, and the back part of my neck to finally be living in my own place! HOWEVER I'm not going to just live in any shit hole (did i just cuss there goes the no cussing thing) just to have my own place.

So be prepared for "Tales from the Apartment Hunter" at a blog near you!

Oh and Happy Tappy Flappy New Year everybody!
 

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