Oh Lowrdy! I could say there were a whole bunch of someones. BUT when i close my eyes and think of the 1st someone... can i blame my last name? Which i guess is like blaming my "dad." You see... having a Spanish last name = Do you speak Spanish? I can't understand what your saying b/c clearly YOUR SPANISH. Oh... Hello Juarez. Um... yeah that's my LAST name. don't get me started on the names people would call me... I don't think i look that Spanish... maybe in my younger years b/c i was super tan... but not so much now that if a person didn't hear my last name they wouldn't know. BUT my last name is all "HA HA YOUR SPANISH AND CAN'T SPEAK SPANISH TO SAVE YOUR LIFE!!" I think a big part of not being able to find a good job in NC was b/c of my last name. I had a Spanish teacher who basically wanted to hang me at high noon b/c she was pretty certain i could speak Spanish and was hiding it from her. I spent most of that class saying "sentimos." So yeah i'm going with my last name.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
There are a few someones...
My mom... because lets face it if someone so wonderful gives up their whole being for you... well you better damn well live and live a full life! otherwise you are making what they did go to waste. She gave up having a life so that my sister and i always knew she was there for us day or night!
My sister... duh she is super fun and i always wanted to be her growing up! I wanted to be as smart, pretty, cool, & neat as her always!
Last but not least at all My honey head! He puts up with my crazy, loves me no matter what, & makes things so much more enjoyable. He is the bestest!!
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
My mom... because lets face it if someone so wonderful gives up their whole being for you... well you better damn well live and live a full life! otherwise you are making what they did go to waste. She gave up having a life so that my sister and i always knew she was there for us day or night!
My sister... duh she is super fun and i always wanted to be her growing up! I wanted to be as smart, pretty, cool, & neat as her always!
Last but not least at all My honey head! He puts up with my crazy, loves me no matter what, & makes things so much more enjoyable. He is the bestest!!
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
There are plenty of things i hope to never have to do... but what is the point of stating any of them? Lets just say when shitty things happen no one ever hoped they would have to do/deal with them. But life deals out some strange cards sometimes. So whatever comes my way i will deal with the best i can even if it wasn't something i wanted to happen.
(stay tuned for...)
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
(stay tuned for...)
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
I hope to help as many people as i can... it may not be in a giant way like buying them a house or bringing total world peace. But helping in ways that i can with time and resources that i have available to me.
Also i hope to make sure my mother is always taken care of... ALWAYS. thankfully i also have my sister to help with that. We both realize that our mom deserves to not have to work until she dies and that she will need us and we will be there for her. We already are slowly becoming the parents... it's a strange cycle of life.
(stay tuned for...)
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Also i hope to make sure my mother is always taken care of... ALWAYS. thankfully i also have my sister to help with that. We both realize that our mom deserves to not have to work until she dies and that she will need us and we will be there for her. We already are slowly becoming the parents... it's a strange cycle of life.
(stay tuned for...)
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Friday, November 26, 2010
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Forgive someone for...
Well I mostly forgive people it's the forgetting part i never really did grasp...
The only person i have left to forgive... wont ever be forgiven... EVER. It's hard to forgive someone who doesn't even care. It would be my "father" (using the term so loosely it may fall apart at this very moment). No i don't care that he wasn't a father for me because as we all know i have the worlds greatest mom EVER! No his debt to me lies in the form of hurting my mother... and that is all i will say about that.
UN forgiven.
(stay tuned for...)
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Well I mostly forgive people it's the forgetting part i never really did grasp...
The only person i have left to forgive... wont ever be forgiven... EVER. It's hard to forgive someone who doesn't even care. It would be my "father" (using the term so loosely it may fall apart at this very moment). No i don't care that he wasn't a father for me because as we all know i have the worlds greatest mom EVER! No his debt to me lies in the form of hurting my mother... and that is all i will say about that.
UN forgiven.
(stay tuned for...)
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Something i have to forgive me for...
I suppose i could forgive myself for all the stupid credit card debt i let myself get into. Though i'm THIS >< close to being rid of it. It has been a constant weight on my shoulders. I only have myself to blame for it therefore i only have myself to forgive for it.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
I suppose i could forgive myself for all the stupid credit card debt i let myself get into. Though i'm THIS >< close to being rid of it. It has been a constant weight on my shoulders. I only have myself to blame for it therefore i only have myself to forgive for it.
This one may take a while...
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Something i love about me....
Well i wasn't always willing to just go after what i wanted... and sometimes i really have to work up to it... BUT I have gotten so much better at NOT waiting for someone else to do, go, or whatever with me. Example... ROLLER DERBY. I was going to wait and join with a friend. But then her excuses piled up and her time line became more and more bleak. so i said SELF YOU want this RIGHT? RIGHT!! So self your going into this your self! if you get laughed at o'well... if they don't like you then you don't have to return. If it's totally creepy and not something you can handle your a big girl you can just walk away! BUT it was so super awesome! it was worth going alone and being filled with rocks at the pit of my stomach!
Another example is in the dating department. Around the end of my senior year in high school i decided to quit waiting for someone i was interested in to find me... and to just ask them out or to the prom (i asked 3 guys to prom FYI). I said the worst that can happen is they say No thanks. and i move on with my life. So far no one actually said NO thanks... they gave lame excuses but it didn't make for bad friendships because i was able to just let it go and take it for what it was.
So i guess my short story long is i like that i somewhere along the line finally decided to just go after what i want and take a rejection in stride instead of letting it ruin me.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Well i wasn't always willing to just go after what i wanted... and sometimes i really have to work up to it... BUT I have gotten so much better at NOT waiting for someone else to do, go, or whatever with me. Example... ROLLER DERBY. I was going to wait and join with a friend. But then her excuses piled up and her time line became more and more bleak. so i said SELF YOU want this RIGHT? RIGHT!! So self your going into this your self! if you get laughed at o'well... if they don't like you then you don't have to return. If it's totally creepy and not something you can handle your a big girl you can just walk away! BUT it was so super awesome! it was worth going alone and being filled with rocks at the pit of my stomach!
Another example is in the dating department. Around the end of my senior year in high school i decided to quit waiting for someone i was interested in to find me... and to just ask them out or to the prom (i asked 3 guys to prom FYI). I said the worst that can happen is they say No thanks. and i move on with my life. So far no one actually said NO thanks... they gave lame excuses but it didn't make for bad friendships because i was able to just let it go and take it for what it was.
So i guess my short story long is i like that i somewhere along the line finally decided to just go after what i want and take a rejection in stride instead of letting it ruin me.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Wow 3 post in one day...
Look i'm making a real effort to post more on this here blog. So look at this three posts in one day. wow.
I could talk about the Derby game this past weekend... we lost by 5 points. And while i could sit here and say we were robbed... i'd rather spend my time telling you how much fun i had. How i really do skate with a group of wonderful people. Sure we all have our flaws and we do and say crazy crap from time to time but like any dysfunctional family we have a great time together and that's what matters! My derby family is awesome and i can't wait for another year of AWESOME! (Can you believe it's been a year since i joined Derby?! I can't!!)
This week is Thanksgiving and i am looking forward to my family gathering. My aunt makes a good meal and has a big fuzzy heart. I can't wait to spend time with my mom and sister! i don't know if you know this but i have the most awesome family EVER! (yeah EVER!) My mom is so super awesome i love her so much! and my sister is awesome! how can so much awesome be in one family line you might ask... the answer is because we are AWESOME! LOL
1 month and 2 1/2 weeks and i will be some one's wife! WIFE! I sort of can't wait! I know i know... what's the big deal ... it's like your already married... But is it? It's a big deal to me so that's all that matters right? RIGHT!
I am so close to almost finishing forever blanket #3! AHHHHH once i finish it i think i am going to make a slide show of crocheted items so i can be all... "look what i made! I'm super awesome..." LOL or something like that! I however already have like 2 other forever blankets lined up in my mind. One would be for my super awesome friend Julie who is super awesome! and the other would be for my friend Liz who got married in the summer i just had zero time to make her anything since i'm still working on a blanket from a wedding that happened a year ago! YIKES. there needs to be more hours in the days! (or at least more non-work hours...)
Alright i bored the crap out of you enough! thanks for tuning in!
Bye bye now
I could talk about the Derby game this past weekend... we lost by 5 points. And while i could sit here and say we were robbed... i'd rather spend my time telling you how much fun i had. How i really do skate with a group of wonderful people. Sure we all have our flaws and we do and say crazy crap from time to time but like any dysfunctional family we have a great time together and that's what matters! My derby family is awesome and i can't wait for another year of AWESOME! (Can you believe it's been a year since i joined Derby?! I can't!!)
This week is Thanksgiving and i am looking forward to my family gathering. My aunt makes a good meal and has a big fuzzy heart. I can't wait to spend time with my mom and sister! i don't know if you know this but i have the most awesome family EVER! (yeah EVER!) My mom is so super awesome i love her so much! and my sister is awesome! how can so much awesome be in one family line you might ask... the answer is because we are AWESOME! LOL
1 month and 2 1/2 weeks and i will be some one's wife! WIFE! I sort of can't wait! I know i know... what's the big deal ... it's like your already married... But is it? It's a big deal to me so that's all that matters right? RIGHT!
I am so close to almost finishing forever blanket #3! AHHHHH once i finish it i think i am going to make a slide show of crocheted items so i can be all... "look what i made! I'm super awesome..." LOL or something like that! I however already have like 2 other forever blankets lined up in my mind. One would be for my super awesome friend Julie who is super awesome! and the other would be for my friend Liz who got married in the summer i just had zero time to make her anything since i'm still working on a blanket from a wedding that happened a year ago! YIKES. there needs to be more hours in the days! (or at least more non-work hours...)
Alright i bored the crap out of you enough! thanks for tuning in!
Bye bye now
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Something i hate about myself...
Well this should be an easy one... i hate the fact that i am super retarded sensitive. My feelings get hurt really easily... it drives my honey face nuts! BUT my feelings only get hurt really easily by people i care about. Screw people that i could give a hoot less about. They can walk the plank or pound sand!
But yes i am sensitive i try and try to not be and to realize when i'm doing it. BUT it's especially hard when you remember EVERYTHING... UGH remembering everything is NOT a good way to be in life... it's not just remembering what someone said or did it's also remembering the way it felt. It's icky and not fun. Sure it also means you remember the great feelings and good times... So ha i guess that makes two things i hate about myself... i should end this post before that list grows to more.
Good times.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Well this should be an easy one... i hate the fact that i am super retarded sensitive. My feelings get hurt really easily... it drives my honey face nuts! BUT my feelings only get hurt really easily by people i care about. Screw people that i could give a hoot less about. They can walk the plank or pound sand!
But yes i am sensitive i try and try to not be and to realize when i'm doing it. BUT it's especially hard when you remember EVERYTHING... UGH remembering everything is NOT a good way to be in life... it's not just remembering what someone said or did it's also remembering the way it felt. It's icky and not fun. Sure it also means you remember the great feelings and good times... So ha i guess that makes two things i hate about myself... i should end this post before that list grows to more.
Good times.
(Stay tuned for...)
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
This is stolen from other bloggers...
30 days of truth:
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
Friday, November 19, 2010
The GPS has a deal with bad people
I have mounting evidence that my GPS wants me to:
1. get raped
2. get kidnapped
3. get beaten and left for dead
4. be murdered
5. be robbed
6. ALL of the above or a combo of them
Why would i say such things about the little innocent hunk of technology known as GPS (pronounced GeePees)?
Well all locations or final destinations SOME how = driving through the ghetto. ALL ALL of them = this. Oh you want to go to your moms house? which is the total opposite of the city? You must drive through North East Philly first... But... the city isn't between me and my mom... GPS doesn't care DRIVE THROUGH THE GHETTO NOW!
I want to go to my Derby game in NJ... DRIVE THROUGH North East Philly first... BUT i can just stay on the turnpike until it turns into the NJ turnpike.... NO NO YOU CAN'T you must waste at least an hour sitting in the ghetto traffic on a SATURDAY evening before passing GO.
So why was i surprised last night as we were driving into the city and Honey face poor poor naive honey face wanted to listen to the GPS? He was all like every way is f'd right now so lets follow the GPS. And I'm all well your driving so i guess you can do that. As we pulled onto 5th street... that's about the time the flash back started... to a cool Fall day... when i 1st started having to drive to more places in the city then just south street or the electric factory... I listened to GPS... I pulled onto 5th street... only to sit in traffic for AN HOUR to go 2.8 MILES through the Ghetto! As i watch GPS's time est. go up and up... AN HOUR for 2.8 miles. It all came rushing back last night.
When we left the house we were estimated to arrive at our destination at 6:08. As we drove along that estimate turned into 6:40. Wicked little devil box that GPS is! and it was sure to take us through the most Ghetto parts of philly... also took us through a shopping center YES you read that right!
my conclusion.... GPS = Evil.
1. get raped
2. get kidnapped
3. get beaten and left for dead
4. be murdered
5. be robbed
6. ALL of the above or a combo of them
Why would i say such things about the little innocent hunk of technology known as GPS (pronounced GeePees)?
Well all locations or final destinations SOME how = driving through the ghetto. ALL ALL of them = this. Oh you want to go to your moms house? which is the total opposite of the city? You must drive through North East Philly first... But... the city isn't between me and my mom... GPS doesn't care DRIVE THROUGH THE GHETTO NOW!
I want to go to my Derby game in NJ... DRIVE THROUGH North East Philly first... BUT i can just stay on the turnpike until it turns into the NJ turnpike.... NO NO YOU CAN'T you must waste at least an hour sitting in the ghetto traffic on a SATURDAY evening before passing GO.
So why was i surprised last night as we were driving into the city and Honey face poor poor naive honey face wanted to listen to the GPS? He was all like every way is f'd right now so lets follow the GPS. And I'm all well your driving so i guess you can do that. As we pulled onto 5th street... that's about the time the flash back started... to a cool Fall day... when i 1st started having to drive to more places in the city then just south street or the electric factory... I listened to GPS... I pulled onto 5th street... only to sit in traffic for AN HOUR to go 2.8 MILES through the Ghetto! As i watch GPS's time est. go up and up... AN HOUR for 2.8 miles. It all came rushing back last night.
When we left the house we were estimated to arrive at our destination at 6:08. As we drove along that estimate turned into 6:40. Wicked little devil box that GPS is! and it was sure to take us through the most Ghetto parts of philly... also took us through a shopping center YES you read that right!
my conclusion.... GPS = Evil.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
This story is true though i wish it wasn't!
Lets tell the tale of being in Philadelphia (Philly for you Philly / Jersey folk) past the time of 2am. In case you don't know.... only BAD things happen past 2am especially in Philly. So it was the annual Jello Wrestling night for Roller Derby and we parked in a lot right next to the club. SCORE for us. We told the guy we would return around 12:30-1am. We walk out at 2am... the one fence to the lot is locked... bad sign. The little hut is dark and empty... terrible sign. There is a note on the windshield "Go to 9th & Race to get your keys we have a 24 hour lot there." Poop.
The players: Hard CorE, Raychie, Lucky, Adam, and me. Lucky declares "Lets WALK!" Adam (thankfully) looks up on his handy phone GPS the location of the other lot. It's far and zig zags. I declare "Taxi!" Lucky then declares "Well only 2 of us need to go!" Hard CorE is actually parked near the other lot (we were going to drive him to his car... clearly we are of no help now). So Lucky and CorE take the taxis to the other lot. Raychie, Adam, and myself stay and are chatting across from the closed lot while we wait.
We are talking... random normal enough looks like he is minding his own business dude walks by us in his nice pea coat and white sneakers. We think very little of this. BAM up pulls a redish SUV... out pops a very angry man.... he shouts "WE GOT A F*CKING PROBLEM HERE?" all of us + random normal enough dude (lets say RNE Dude) look at Angry Dude... "huh..." He shouts again this time clearly at RNE Dude "YOU GOT A F*CKING PROBLEM??!!!" RNE Dude shakes head No while saying "Um... NO... (looking very confused...)"
OH SH*T Angry Dude is running towards RNE Dude... oh double SH*T Angry dude has now smashed RNE Dudes HEAD into a marble WALL!!!!!!!! Nice white shoe flying off from force!! Adam Runs to break up fight... Raychie yells "Call 911!! Call 911!!" I call 911, hand phone to Raychie. Adam is breaking up fight.... Raychie is walking towards SUV to get plate numbers... homeless lady is joining the cast as is Angry Dudes Girlfriend. I immediately recognize that Angry Dudes GF is going to become a problem.
She gets out of car and starts yelling "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING B*TCH? ARE YOU CALLING THE F*CKING COPS B*TCH? YOUR NOT GETTING THIS PLATE # B*TCH!!!!!!!" I run towards Raychie and get between her and GF!! (Big fat crazy GF FYI.) Just in time... GF is making her fat waddle way towards Raychie who is on phone with back to her... BOOM GF is pushing me saying "WHO THE F*CK ARE YOU B*TCH? WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?" Me.... "Really.... who am i? WHO are you?" Homeless lady can be heard yelling "Why do **white people always have to be fightin with black people ... anyone got a dollar?" Angry Dude is back and yelling "B*TCH WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET IN THE F*CKING CAR B*TCH!! GET IN THE CAR!!" GF "THIS B*TCH IS TRYING TO CALL THE COPS ON US!" Angry Dude "GET IN THE CAR!" Homeless lady and Angry Dude get GF in the car.... Angry dude gets to drivers side.... GF is back out of the car yelling again and trying to take her too small for her jacket off so she can "Fight!" (eye roll)
Homeless lady and Angry Dude get GF back in the car AGAIN... they drive off.... RNE Dude is gone.... 911 operator is hung up on.
911 operator conversation went like this:
Raychie: The plate # is ----
911: What kind of # is that?
R: i told you a Delaware plate #, # ----
911: Can you tell me the # again?... (GF is pushing and people are yelling in background) What is all the ruckus?
R: ARE YOU KIDDING ME? THIS IS WHY I AM CALLING YOU!!!
SO RNE Dude is gone with a bleeding head. Adam, Raychie, and I are left with a homeless lady trying to get money from us and wondering if we were just on some hidden camera show.
CorE & Lucky return with keys.... Lucky is mad we didn't get her pizza BUT she guesses she can let us off the hook b/c of the whole drama... other wise we would be in trouble for not getting her pizza.
** i'm half Mexican though i consider myself white many a white person does not... so do i still fall under a "white" person "Fightin" with a black person?
(yes this story really is true and crazy... and again... nothing good happens after 2am)
The players: Hard CorE, Raychie, Lucky, Adam, and me. Lucky declares "Lets WALK!" Adam (thankfully) looks up on his handy phone GPS the location of the other lot. It's far and zig zags. I declare "Taxi!" Lucky then declares "Well only 2 of us need to go!" Hard CorE is actually parked near the other lot (we were going to drive him to his car... clearly we are of no help now). So Lucky and CorE take the taxis to the other lot. Raychie, Adam, and myself stay and are chatting across from the closed lot while we wait.
We are talking... random normal enough looks like he is minding his own business dude walks by us in his nice pea coat and white sneakers. We think very little of this. BAM up pulls a redish SUV... out pops a very angry man.... he shouts "WE GOT A F*CKING PROBLEM HERE?" all of us + random normal enough dude (lets say RNE Dude) look at Angry Dude... "huh..." He shouts again this time clearly at RNE Dude "YOU GOT A F*CKING PROBLEM??!!!" RNE Dude shakes head No while saying "Um... NO... (looking very confused...)"
OH SH*T Angry Dude is running towards RNE Dude... oh double SH*T Angry dude has now smashed RNE Dudes HEAD into a marble WALL!!!!!!!! Nice white shoe flying off from force!! Adam Runs to break up fight... Raychie yells "Call 911!! Call 911!!" I call 911, hand phone to Raychie. Adam is breaking up fight.... Raychie is walking towards SUV to get plate numbers... homeless lady is joining the cast as is Angry Dudes Girlfriend. I immediately recognize that Angry Dudes GF is going to become a problem.
She gets out of car and starts yelling "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING B*TCH? ARE YOU CALLING THE F*CKING COPS B*TCH? YOUR NOT GETTING THIS PLATE # B*TCH!!!!!!!" I run towards Raychie and get between her and GF!! (Big fat crazy GF FYI.) Just in time... GF is making her fat waddle way towards Raychie who is on phone with back to her... BOOM GF is pushing me saying "WHO THE F*CK ARE YOU B*TCH? WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?" Me.... "Really.... who am i? WHO are you?" Homeless lady can be heard yelling "Why do **white people always have to be fightin with black people ... anyone got a dollar?" Angry Dude is back and yelling "B*TCH WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET IN THE F*CKING CAR B*TCH!! GET IN THE CAR!!" GF "THIS B*TCH IS TRYING TO CALL THE COPS ON US!" Angry Dude "GET IN THE CAR!" Homeless lady and Angry Dude get GF in the car.... Angry dude gets to drivers side.... GF is back out of the car yelling again and trying to take her too small for her jacket off so she can "Fight!" (eye roll)
Homeless lady and Angry Dude get GF back in the car AGAIN... they drive off.... RNE Dude is gone.... 911 operator is hung up on.
911 operator conversation went like this:
Raychie: The plate # is ----
911: What kind of # is that?
R: i told you a Delaware plate #, # ----
911: Can you tell me the # again?... (GF is pushing and people are yelling in background) What is all the ruckus?
R: ARE YOU KIDDING ME? THIS IS WHY I AM CALLING YOU!!!
SO RNE Dude is gone with a bleeding head. Adam, Raychie, and I are left with a homeless lady trying to get money from us and wondering if we were just on some hidden camera show.
CorE & Lucky return with keys.... Lucky is mad we didn't get her pizza BUT she guesses she can let us off the hook b/c of the whole drama... other wise we would be in trouble for not getting her pizza.
** i'm half Mexican though i consider myself white many a white person does not... so do i still fall under a "white" person "Fightin" with a black person?
(yes this story really is true and crazy... and again... nothing good happens after 2am)
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