My name is Topaz and I like hearing my self type.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Something i love about me....



Well i wasn't always willing to just go after what i wanted... and sometimes i really have to work up to it... BUT I have gotten so much better at NOT waiting for someone else to do, go, or whatever with me. Example... ROLLER DERBY. I was going to wait and join with a friend. But then her excuses piled up and her time line became more and more bleak. so i said SELF YOU want this RIGHT? RIGHT!! So self your going into this your self! if you get laughed at o'well... if they don't like you then you don't have to return. If it's totally creepy and not something you can handle your a big girl you can just walk away! BUT it was so super awesome! it was worth going alone and being filled with rocks at the pit of my stomach!



Another example is in the dating department. Around the end of my senior year in high school i decided to quit waiting for someone i was interested in to find me... and to just ask them out or to the prom (i asked 3 guys to prom FYI). I said the worst that can happen is they say No thanks. and i move on with my life. So far no one actually said NO thanks... they gave lame excuses but it didn't make for bad friendships because i was able to just let it go and take it for what it was.



So i guess my short story long is i like that i somewhere along the line finally decided to just go after what i want and take a rejection in stride instead of letting it ruin me.

(Stay tuned for...)

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

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