Slipping away

So time is slipping away!

The year will be over in 2.75 more days! The Derby holiday party will be here soon, then.... THEN... it's wedding time. CRAP. did i just say that? think that? feel that? 16 days or so away and dunn dunn dunn.

Not really dunn dunn dunn b/c i'm excited i always feel stupid saying that b/c we have been dating and living together long enough that it's like we are married. BUT whatever. i'm excited b/c we are having a ceremony and celebration on our terms and his father was kind enough to pay for it all. it helped us not have to worry about money not that we are spending some insane amount b/c we are not. Just that every little bit of help goes a long way.

I am so happy to be marrying my honey face. it's cheesy and it's just a piece of paper / way for the government to control us more but it's also neat and exciting. this is the part where i turn into a girly puddle of pink and glitter and all things pretty. LOL or where i am just so happy i could squeeze a chubby baby's cheeks.

In other news i hope to post some pictures here soon. I want to show off a super awesome Christmas gift & the forever blanket #3. And maybe other random things. but that requires after hours effort... damn.

have a wonderful day.

Christmas... aftermath

Christmas was fun! filled with lots of places to go and faces to see. BUT it was tons of fun and everyone seemed to like the gifts i gave so that is always extra super fun! And i got lots of awesome gifts as well!

Now it's back to work... well with the exception of coming in late this AM due to all the snow. FYI my tiny Honda civic + snow + wind = a slipper slide to work. Regardless of what you think... certain person with your SUV. plus it's super fun when parts of everywhere you are driving are plowed and parts of it are not... good times.

Thank goodness for delivery places for lunch.

Christmas parties and such

So last night was my honey face's work party. He works with a batch of interesting people... I over heard and heard lots of strange things. Over all it was an ok time b/c i started out so nauseated i felt like i could vomit at any moment then the motion sickness meds kicked in and i turned into a zombie. One thing they did that was awesome was hot chocolate with chocolate shavings and heavy whipped cream! YUM to the max! I only had one cup b/c apparently when i'm a zombie i have self control. Go ZOMBIE ME!

We had to depart earlier then some (people were going out after to continue the party... cough drinking...) because i had to work the next day (today) look at me working...

Well i'm going to do the obligatory thing now and wish all who read and even those who don't a VERY MERRY SUPER HAPPY FLUFFY PILLOW TIME CHRISTMAS! (AND OTHER HOLIDAYS PEOPLE CELEBRATE)

but let me leave you with a list of questions Dan's co-workers asked me:

"Are you going to eat this year?" (Um yeah just like every other year 3 years running now... am i missing something?)

"You didn't like the ballet X?" (Thanks honey for ratting me out on that one FYI the polite thing to do is just tell someone WE enjoyed it...)

"Do you celebrate Christmas?" me: "Yes..." them "OH OK Well Merry Christmas." (enough said...)

and my all time favorite:
"Where are you two going to live once you get married?" Several people asked this... hey people i hate to brake it to you but we have been living as WE for almost 5 1/2 years now... yeah what can i say we are big giant SINNERS.

The end.

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I love me. LOL ok fine...

Dear Awesome ME,

You are awesome b/c you try hard to over come your fears and still have fun. You try to help people when you can with what you can. You try to do things the way you want them instead of the way others think it should be (cough your wedding). And you do your best not to take any ones crap (unless they sign your paycheck... damn). You have a great fiance, family, & group of friends... so you must be doing something right. OH and your a bad ass derby chick.

Love sometimes but not always,
Awesome Me

Now that's the end of that... does this mean i have to start posting real posts again? :O)

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Well i hope to change my spending habits so that i can save some money so i don't have to live pay check to pay check. that seems like a pretty simple task.... BUT i like STUFF! no wait i LOVE STUFF! bahahaha so it's just a little tiny bit harder then you imagine. BUT i will prevail i tell you! i must! my bank account can't handle me failing.

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Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

I would keep the little devil and raise it as my own... well yeah it would be my own so i guess i should raise it as my own. I would then proceed to get fixed so that it would not happen again. Just saying... while children can be cute and can add to your life... they can also be evil and take years away from you that you will never get back ever! Turn your hair grey and steal your teeth... eat away at your sanity and make you wish you never knew how to make them in the 1st place. But like i said sometimes they can be cute. And besides my kid would totally be cute... if not at least 90% evil (it's called payback people and BOY do i have that coming if i ever have a spawn i mean kid).

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Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Duh... Me. LOL just kidding. Well I could say my honey face, my mom, derby... some would say my job b/c hey i have one and i got promoted. I could say my family & friends in general. Basically i have TONS of "Best" things going for me right now. I'm at a high point in my life... so don't ask me this question when i'm in a low point... ok? OK!

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Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Not so much... b/c if you refer to yesterday my mom always made sure i knew that no matter what (even with my attitude and shit way i treated her at times) she loved me! She loved me and to me that meant i couldn't just give up or end things b/c i owed it to her to keep on keeping on! Plus i had a healthy fear of hell. just saying.

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Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

My mother. Simple I know but A. she took care of me from birth to well she still takes care of me in many ways. B. She is the BEST MOM EVER in case i haven't said that in a while. C. look at A & B

Really she has given me confidence when i hardly had a whisper of it. Taught me to take care of myself and be independent. Taught me when and whom to pick my battles with. And made sure that i know that at least one person in this terrible world loves me all the time.


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Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
I don't have the time for this one right now... i'll come back to it another day... lame i know but this one is more complicated then the other ones have been... wouldn't you agree? But i promise i will get back to it one of these days.

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Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

Well i still have plenty of life to live so i suppose i can still do what it is i wish i had done... If i were to think back to my younger years i wish i would have worn more sunblock, been less boy crazy, been easier on myself, & Treated my mom better! BUT thankfully i still have plenty of time to spoil my mom as much as i can! and i can now be easier on myself... and as for boys & sunblock... well i got a handle on the boy thing & the sunblock thing... never too late... right?

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Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

I wish i hadn't blown all my money when i was younger on bull$hit. BUT who hasn't wished for that? Credit card debt is a b*tch and i think i finally got that b*tch to submit to me! YEAH! it may have taken forever and a day but i think i finally got a handle on that... ask me again in February.

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Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Well since their my "best friend" i'm guessing the fight was petty bullshit that can be gotten over while i'm driving to the hospital. B/c no matter what I try to be there for my friends through thick and thin. It's when they start being ungrateful self destructing a$$holes that i can't stick around and keep going through the same horse droppings with them hoping to turn that into gold. Especially when they accuse me of being a bad friend or person b/c i can't stand to see them repeat the same self destructive behavior over and over again.


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Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

OK this one is just too simple. My views... i'm straight edge, which means i view them to be not worth my time, energy, or brain cells. Drugs & alcohol have both proven how terribly bad they are for people yet... people somehow think that either the problems are worth it or they are "different." I really could right a 500 page book about my "views" on drugs and alcohol... of course at some point it might just turn into ranting... so i'll stop here by stating again... I'm straight edge and have been so my entire life which yes means i have NEVER drank alcohol or done drugs.

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Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

I think religion is very personal and so are politics. I PERSONALLY believe in one God and that Jesus saved my soul. I PERSONALLY believe that we should be the true free country we claim to be and have less government and more individual responsibility. I hate how everything somehow ends up being a government program or government controlled... where is your freedom in that? INDIVIDUAL RESPONSIBILITY learn it love it live it.

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Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
My simple answer is this... I am NOT God. therefore i can't judge or point a finger or say what is the end all be all! I am human, I am tolerant, I am NOT GOD. And clearly if i were so great and perfect and had everything right i wouldn't be living in "sin" for the past 5 1/2 years. and let me just say once more I'm NOT GOD.

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Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Hmmmm... well Marlyn Manson's Biography... stick with me here. Though it didn't make me want to be his #1 fan and get his name tattooed on my face, it was a very well written informative book. It showed how he ended up where he is in life. And did i mention how well written it was? b/c it really was. It showed how intelligent he is and how messed up his childhood was. Not saying that gives him an excuse to creep the HELL out of me BUT it sure is a reason for him to end up how he did.

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Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Well this goes back to getting rid of someones (which # was that?) I've gotten rid of the someones i could live without they are not worth my wonderful time! Something i could live without my cell phone. I miss the days of a land line at home and that being the only way for people to get in contact with you. I liked not be reachable and i liked others around me not being reachable... you see cell phones sometimes like to kill moments b/c you can't go to dinner or hang out with out YOU or the other person consistently looking at their phone... did i miss a call/ text/ e-mail?? OMG what is EVERYONE else that isn't here doing / thinking?!!!!! Yes i am guilty of it too. And yes i do appreciate my cell phone so don't get me wrong... it's just that i feel like i could totally live without it.


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Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Lets make this real easy. My mom (the BEST MOM EVER)! Ok while i could live without her sort of i would prefer not to! When i moved to NC and i was not around her i hated it! I hated having a bad day or week and not being able to go see my mom who would dispense hugs and yummy food to make me feel all better. I could still talk to her on the phone and believe me i did! But i missed her hugs so much! So while i could live (as in still have a pulse) without her i don't think i can mentally be well without her!

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Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.

My hero has yet to let me down. She is amazing. She did it all when i was younger, was a mom, dad, nurse, friend, and much much more. She is a constant wonder of a being. She is always there for me no matter what. Always knows how to talk me off the plank and bring me back from the dark abyss that life can sometimes lead you to. She is so much more then a mother that's why she is the BEST MOM EVER! She really truly is.

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Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.

Well that would be... a few of them like Smashing Pumpkins got me through most of my high school years. Where as Blink 182 got me through a tough trip while i was in school. Then there is Our Lady Peace that got me through a crappy summer situation. After school i would say Led Zeppelin and No Doubt got me through tough times. You see where this is going? It's never ending... i love music what can i say...

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Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

I never get compliments on... well i don't know... people take forever to notice things. Like a new hair cut or if i wear jewelry. But they eventually notice and compliment. Plus i think i get plenty enough compliments so i couldn't tell you what i never get them on.

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Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

People compliment me all the time on my name. And while i didn't give myself my own name it makes me really happy that they do b/c it's a compliment to the best MOM EVER! So when someone is like "what a pretty name!" I'm like YEP! MY MOM did AWESOME! Because hello she so did! After all she is the BEST MOM EVER!!

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Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

I let go of the someones in my life that needed to be let go of. I do tend to hang on to them for far past their expiration date in hopes that the person they once were will return and things will be ok again... BUT it never happens. They usually end up hurting me one final time before i realize i don't have to put up with their BS anymore, that it's ok to let them go.

It always stinks b/c like stated previously i remember everything so of course i remember all the good times we had and the nice things they did for me. BUT then i start remembering all the bad things and i just know that moving on is the right step. I may not like them or want them in my life but i don't wish ill will on them. I always hope they find happiness and peace of mind in this life just not with me around.


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Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Well over the years there have been many people... mostly friends. It's hard to find good friends and when you find ones you believe to be great it really stinks when they just fade into the sleepy dusk. I can think of two right off the top of my head Kelly & Leilani. They were two girls that i was friends with that i wouldn't mind hearing from again. I was lucky to have one friend that i thought was lost forever find me again... so i'm hopeful that someday i'll find the other ones as well. Since this is the age of social media.

Wow this post was so compelling wasn't it... :O)

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Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself