My name is Topaz and I like hearing my self type.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Something i hate about myself...

Well this should be an easy one... i hate the fact that i am super retarded sensitive. My feelings get hurt really easily... it drives my honey face nuts! BUT my feelings only get hurt really easily by people i care about. Screw people that i could give a hoot less about. They can walk the plank or pound sand!

But yes i am sensitive i try and try to not be and to realize when i'm doing it. BUT it's especially hard when you remember EVERYTHING... UGH remembering everything is NOT a good way to be in life... it's not just remembering what someone said or did it's also remembering the way it felt. It's icky and not fun. Sure it also means you remember the great feelings and good times... So ha i guess that makes two things i hate about myself... i should end this post before that list grows to more.

Good times.

(Stay tuned for...)

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 → A hero who has let you down.
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

1 comment:

KB said...

I've been reading your blog for a while & I can honestly say you're an inspiration. I came across your blog a few months ago & everytime I read what's "new" (I get behind due to a little one & a husband) I feel good about life. I mean your blog is positive even when you're talking about things such as what you hate about yourself. You look at the good in the bad & I think that is great! Thank you for being my positive at the end of days that seems so negative! I'm learning, through you, how to just keep trucking no matter what. Thank you!

 

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