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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Slipping away

So time is slipping away!

The year will be over in 2.75 more days! The Derby holiday party will be here soon, then.... THEN... it's wedding time. CRAP. did i just say that? think that? feel that? 16 days or so away and dunn dunn dunn.

Not really dunn dunn dunn b/c i'm excited i always feel stupid saying that b/c we have been dating and living together long enough that it's like we are married. BUT whatever. i'm excited b/c we are having a ceremony and celebration on our terms and his father was kind enough to pay for it all. it helped us not have to worry about money not that we are spending some insane amount b/c we are not. Just that every little bit of help goes a long way.

I am so happy to be marrying my honey face. it's cheesy and it's just a piece of paper / way for the government to control us more but it's also neat and exciting. this is the part where i turn into a girly puddle of pink and glitter and all things pretty. LOL or where i am just so happy i could squeeze a chubby baby's cheeks.

In other news i hope to post some pictures here soon. I want to show off a super awesome Christmas gift & the forever blanket #3. And maybe other random things. but that requires after hours effort... damn.

have a wonderful day.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Christmas... aftermath

Christmas was fun! filled with lots of places to go and faces to see. BUT it was tons of fun and everyone seemed to like the gifts i gave so that is always extra super fun! And i got lots of awesome gifts as well!

Now it's back to work... well with the exception of coming in late this AM due to all the snow. FYI my tiny Honda civic + snow + wind = a slipper slide to work. Regardless of what you think... certain person with your SUV. plus it's super fun when parts of everywhere you are driving are plowed and parts of it are not... good times.

Thank goodness for delivery places for lunch.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Christmas parties and such

So last night was my honey face's work party. He works with a batch of interesting people... I over heard and heard lots of strange things. Over all it was an ok time b/c i started out so nauseated i felt like i could vomit at any moment then the motion sickness meds kicked in and i turned into a zombie. One thing they did that was awesome was hot chocolate with chocolate shavings and heavy whipped cream! YUM to the max! I only had one cup b/c apparently when i'm a zombie i have self control. Go ZOMBIE ME!

We had to depart earlier then some (people were going out after to continue the party... cough drinking...) because i had to work the next day (today) look at me working...

Well i'm going to do the obligatory thing now and wish all who read and even those who don't a VERY MERRY SUPER HAPPY FLUFFY PILLOW TIME CHRISTMAS! (AND OTHER HOLIDAYS PEOPLE CELEBRATE)

but let me leave you with a list of questions Dan's co-workers asked me:

"Are you going to eat this year?" (Um yeah just like every other year 3 years running now... am i missing something?)

"You didn't like the ballet X?" (Thanks honey for ratting me out on that one FYI the polite thing to do is just tell someone WE enjoyed it...)

"Do you celebrate Christmas?" me: "Yes..." them "OH OK Well Merry Christmas." (enough said...)

and my all time favorite:
"Where are you two going to live once you get married?" Several people asked this... hey people i hate to brake it to you but we have been living as WE for almost 5 1/2 years now... yeah what can i say we are big giant SINNERS.

The end.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I love me. LOL ok fine...

Dear Awesome ME,

You are awesome b/c you try hard to over come your fears and still have fun. You try to help people when you can with what you can. You try to do things the way you want them instead of the way others think it should be (cough your wedding). And you do your best not to take any ones crap (unless they sign your paycheck... damn). You have a great fiance, family, & group of friends... so you must be doing something right. OH and your a bad ass derby chick.

Love sometimes but not always,
Awesome Me

Now that's the end of that... does this mean i have to start posting real posts again? :O)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Well i hope to change my spending habits so that i can save some money so i don't have to live pay check to pay check. that seems like a pretty simple task.... BUT i like STUFF! no wait i LOVE STUFF! bahahaha so it's just a little tiny bit harder then you imagine. BUT i will prevail i tell you! i must! my bank account can't handle me failing.

Stay tuned for...)
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Monday, December 20, 2010

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

I would keep the little devil and raise it as my own... well yeah it would be my own so i guess i should raise it as my own. I would then proceed to get fixed so that it would not happen again. Just saying... while children can be cute and can add to your life... they can also be evil and take years away from you that you will never get back ever! Turn your hair grey and steal your teeth... eat away at your sanity and make you wish you never knew how to make them in the 1st place. But like i said sometimes they can be cute. And besides my kid would totally be cute... if not at least 90% evil (it's called payback people and BOY do i have that coming if i ever have a spawn i mean kid).

Stay tuned for...)
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Duh... Me. LOL just kidding. Well I could say my honey face, my mom, derby... some would say my job b/c hey i have one and i got promoted. I could say my family & friends in general. Basically i have TONS of "Best" things going for me right now. I'm at a high point in my life... so don't ask me this question when i'm in a low point... ok? OK!

Stay tuned for...)
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself
 

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