So today i like my hair a little bit more. I guess it helped that My mom liked it and Katie didn't think it was that bad. I may suffer from shock. I don't love my hair yet but i like it a little more today then i did yesterday and thats saying a lot.
But I have declared (to myself and now you) that THIS STUPID Ashlee Simpson song is actually kinda catchy. And believe me that took a lot for me to say b/c i kinda don't like her at all. Then there is THIS SONG that for some reason i like. I think i must be turning into a moron. But why does it feel so good? hahahahaaa just kidding!
Lets see what else could i ramble about? I had a really good night. 1st i went to dinner with KATIE and she and i always have a good time! Then we went to Ross and fell in love with a Guess purse yet again!! I did get two cute shirts! Then i went to my moms and picked up my bluetooth. She is so wonderful! She made me and Dan salads for lunch complete with bread on the side! AND she had some chocolate ice cream to hit my craving! How awesome is she?! SO AWESOME! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HER!!!
OH and sister if you ever return to work i still have your cookies!
Friday, March 14, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
The morning after.
I am suffering from the morning after syndrome directly related to my hair cut. Last night after my hair cut i wanted to like it b/c the girl was nice and cute. And i paid almost 50$ for it. But as the night went on my hatred for the cute nice hair dresser developed. As i pushed the too short piece of hair out of my eyes for the 10 millionth time i began to wonder how i could have better explained how i hate bangs, hate when i can't push my hair behind my ear, and how if you just trim the front and cut a lot off the back I'll be really happy.
We sat down before she cut my hair which gave me hope. She said what are you looking for and i told her how last time i got my hair cut the lady buzzed the back really short and how i wanted that again! how i just want the front trimmed and she started on her "Oh i know i can get rid of your part and give you swooping bangs..." that's where i stopped her and said "NO bangs please. I don't want any bangs, in fact I like being able to push my hair behind my ear and out of my way." She says "OK. Well do you mind if i go a 1/4" in the back instead of keeping it so long?" I say "Yes i would love for you to make the back as short as you can (didn't i just hear that somewhere?)."
So she washes my hair and then she starts cutting. Now i find it strange that she sat there with a comb and a scissors diligently cutting the back.......um didn't we just say like three times that i wanted it super short....i.e. buzzed? but i let her do her thing. Mean while she cuts hardly anything off the back but can't help herself and cuts away at the front!! Leaving me with this FUCKING piece of hair that keeps swooping into my EYES. DIDN'T I STRESS HOW MUCH I HATE THAT ENOUGH??? WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO GO BACK TO SOUTH CAROLINA TO THE ONE LADY THAT LISTENED TO ME? SO she thinks shes finished...I feel the back of my head and i tell her that I want it shorter. (hey through all this i am every bit of nice to her b/c i really did not realize how badly she butchered the front of my hair till i keep having to push it out of my eyes.) So basically she did the opposite of what i wanted....i say cut the back shorter she cuts the front shorter. I say just trim the front she just trims the back. I tell her no hair in my eyes she gives me a nice CHUNK of it falling into my eyes every five seconds. I am very not happy today. She took away all the shape i had in my hair and left me looking like a boy with slicked back hair. Except for the FUCKING PIECE that keeps falling into my eyes!!!!!!!!!!
And PS i know that all hair dressers are like this. They never listen to the person that is paying them 50$ for 1/2 hours work. Also i should have just left when i saw ALL the bangs she had "Swooping" over her eyes!!!! What normal person wants hair in their eyes all day everyday?
Sorry sis but I really tried to like my hair. But waking up with none of it left in the places you want it and it all left in the place you asked three times for it to be removed is a little frustrating. OY and not saying either had i gone anywhere else it most likely would have been worse. That is the most frustrating thing. Finding a hair dresser is more important then finding a job, OBGYN, or in some cases a man. B/c they help you wake up in the morning and feel good about yourself. This morning i do not. AND you know your hair is bad when not one person comments on it. B/c when you have a bad hair cut no one says "oh did you get your hair cut? b/c it sucks." They just say nothing. So far 3 of my co-workers have seen me and none of them have said anything.
I HATE HATING MY HAIR. I WANTED TO LIKE IT SO MUCH. MAYBE TOMORROW I WILL LIKE IT.
We sat down before she cut my hair which gave me hope. She said what are you looking for and i told her how last time i got my hair cut the lady buzzed the back really short and how i wanted that again! how i just want the front trimmed and she started on her "Oh i know i can get rid of your part and give you swooping bangs..." that's where i stopped her and said "NO bangs please. I don't want any bangs, in fact I like being able to push my hair behind my ear and out of my way." She says "OK. Well do you mind if i go a 1/4" in the back instead of keeping it so long?" I say "Yes i would love for you to make the back as short as you can (didn't i just hear that somewhere?)."
So she washes my hair and then she starts cutting. Now i find it strange that she sat there with a comb and a scissors diligently cutting the back.......um didn't we just say like three times that i wanted it super short....i.e. buzzed? but i let her do her thing. Mean while she cuts hardly anything off the back but can't help herself and cuts away at the front!! Leaving me with this FUCKING piece of hair that keeps swooping into my EYES. DIDN'T I STRESS HOW MUCH I HATE THAT ENOUGH??? WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO GO BACK TO SOUTH CAROLINA TO THE ONE LADY THAT LISTENED TO ME? SO she thinks shes finished...I feel the back of my head and i tell her that I want it shorter. (hey through all this i am every bit of nice to her b/c i really did not realize how badly she butchered the front of my hair till i keep having to push it out of my eyes.) So basically she did the opposite of what i wanted....i say cut the back shorter she cuts the front shorter. I say just trim the front she just trims the back. I tell her no hair in my eyes she gives me a nice CHUNK of it falling into my eyes every five seconds. I am very not happy today. She took away all the shape i had in my hair and left me looking like a boy with slicked back hair. Except for the FUCKING PIECE that keeps falling into my eyes!!!!!!!!!!
And PS i know that all hair dressers are like this. They never listen to the person that is paying them 50$ for 1/2 hours work. Also i should have just left when i saw ALL the bangs she had "Swooping" over her eyes!!!! What normal person wants hair in their eyes all day everyday?
Sorry sis but I really tried to like my hair. But waking up with none of it left in the places you want it and it all left in the place you asked three times for it to be removed is a little frustrating. OY and not saying either had i gone anywhere else it most likely would have been worse. That is the most frustrating thing. Finding a hair dresser is more important then finding a job, OBGYN, or in some cases a man. B/c they help you wake up in the morning and feel good about yourself. This morning i do not. AND you know your hair is bad when not one person comments on it. B/c when you have a bad hair cut no one says "oh did you get your hair cut? b/c it sucks." They just say nothing. So far 3 of my co-workers have seen me and none of them have said anything.
I HATE HATING MY HAIR. I WANTED TO LIKE IT SO MUCH. MAYBE TOMORROW I WILL LIKE IT.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Gym Scary
So i got a 3 day free trial for the gym and decided to go use it last night. We all know that a free trial comes with it's trials!! And this one was no different. They start by having some guy (a guy if your a girl a girl if your a guy) walk you around the gym and ask you ten times why you want to join the gym. Then while he is walking me around he is telling me that i don't really look like i need to work out......ok dude if your just trying to make me feel good it's not going to work. I don't give a f*ck what you think. (yeah i used the F word b/c thats what that sentence needed.) Did it ever occur to you that i like working out? that i look the way i look b/c i don't let myself get to the point of no return? Or how about this shut up and just show me the stupid gym b/c we all know thats what your getting paid for. Then we are in the free weight area and he is telling me that most "ladies" don't use this area....... ok. Do you know that i do.....Not only that but if i was a feminist i would have punched you in the nuts for saying such a stupid thing. He either A. never dates "ladies" with their own thoughts, B. Really thinks "ladies" don't like free weights, or C. Was just trying to let out some of the hot air in his head. DUH saying things like "you don't even look like you need to work out" or "usually ladies don't use this area" are NOT going to lead me to join your gym!!
But i left out one of the best parts. The part where he is showing me the cardio machines and telling me what each one does (mind you I've already told him that i have not only been in a gym before but which ones and for how long) so he points to the bikes and tells me "they don't do anything for you, but don't tell those people on them...hahaha." WOW really!! REALLY?! I'm pretty sure they do plenty for people......I'm pretty sure your a moron. No wait it's confirmed your a MORON!!! Oh and I'm pretty sure he thinks swimming does nothing for you either b/c he was acting like the swimming pool they have is so "country club" i.e. just for old heads to soak in. Even though i TOLD him that i love swimming and that was my main reason for choosing that gym!!!
But you see this guy was the nice one. Because after he shows me the gym we go to his desk and we talk about the $. which is what its all really about. And when i express that I'm not looking to join this instant. He goes and gets what i suppose is the deal closing guy. BUT let me tell you thank God i don't own a gun or have fists of steal b/c this Jackwipe was two twitches away from me going all crazy white trash crack whore needing a fix on his a$$!!
He sits there and hounds me about how 3 days really isn't enough time to see if you like a gym, to see if your going to commit to a workout, to eat the worlds largest pizza, to have this pole removed from his butt, and to find and fully train a wild zebra!! And i tell him.....your right 3 days really isn't enough BUT it's what you are giving me. I would love to have a week but you only offer 3 days. So he lowers the price by 5$ and tells me i don't have to have all the $ right now i have 60 days to pay the membership fee + the 1st and last months dues. Thats super i say but i still want to try the gym for 3 days. He twitches like his steroids are wearing off and keeps hounding me about how it's all fine and good to want to go to the gym but unless you join right now today you wont commit. NOW tell me am i crazy here or does it make sense that if i can't make it to a gym for 3 days in a row i should not join......But no he keeps trying to get me to not use the 3 free days and to join now.......Finally after 10 pounds of sweat (b/c that gym is hot and i was in work clothes which involve layers b/c work is cold) he gets it through is very thick skulled very tiny tiny tiny over steroid exposed brain that i am NOT going to give him any money today. NO MONEY FOR YOU ROID MAN!!
Finally after all that i use the ghetto treadmill and the very ghetto elliptical machine for some time. I sit on the ghetto equipment and think how the 1st guy told me they are opening a new gym every 9 days thats how fast they are growing. and how soon they will have new treadmills....and i think if your getting new ones does that mean these ghetto ones are going to one of the "new" gyms you open every 9 days? And is it really a good sign when 5 of your treadmills are "out or order" especially when you boost about how many cardio machines you have......um have you subtracted the amount of broken ones for that number?
So really 3 days is enough b/c if in 3 days you still have ghetto equipment i'm thinking i can join one of the other gyms in the area. (since there are 3 others....even more then that but 3 i am willing to join.)
IRTC: I was not trying to make you jealous....i was saying how Mom and I end up on the Spanish channel when your not around. And you don't have her all to yourself all night.....i'll be over for a little while so HA double HA!! hahahahaaa And Charles is right we are hilarious! :o)
No i don't believe you told me about the Cosi yummy fire'ness! But thats ok i forgive! and someday i will try the crepes!
But i left out one of the best parts. The part where he is showing me the cardio machines and telling me what each one does (mind you I've already told him that i have not only been in a gym before but which ones and for how long) so he points to the bikes and tells me "they don't do anything for you, but don't tell those people on them...hahaha." WOW really!! REALLY?! I'm pretty sure they do plenty for people......I'm pretty sure your a moron. No wait it's confirmed your a MORON!!! Oh and I'm pretty sure he thinks swimming does nothing for you either b/c he was acting like the swimming pool they have is so "country club" i.e. just for old heads to soak in. Even though i TOLD him that i love swimming and that was my main reason for choosing that gym!!!
But you see this guy was the nice one. Because after he shows me the gym we go to his desk and we talk about the $. which is what its all really about. And when i express that I'm not looking to join this instant. He goes and gets what i suppose is the deal closing guy. BUT let me tell you thank God i don't own a gun or have fists of steal b/c this Jackwipe was two twitches away from me going all crazy white trash crack whore needing a fix on his a$$!!
He sits there and hounds me about how 3 days really isn't enough time to see if you like a gym, to see if your going to commit to a workout, to eat the worlds largest pizza, to have this pole removed from his butt, and to find and fully train a wild zebra!! And i tell him.....your right 3 days really isn't enough BUT it's what you are giving me. I would love to have a week but you only offer 3 days. So he lowers the price by 5$ and tells me i don't have to have all the $ right now i have 60 days to pay the membership fee + the 1st and last months dues. Thats super i say but i still want to try the gym for 3 days. He twitches like his steroids are wearing off and keeps hounding me about how it's all fine and good to want to go to the gym but unless you join right now today you wont commit. NOW tell me am i crazy here or does it make sense that if i can't make it to a gym for 3 days in a row i should not join......But no he keeps trying to get me to not use the 3 free days and to join now.......Finally after 10 pounds of sweat (b/c that gym is hot and i was in work clothes which involve layers b/c work is cold) he gets it through is very thick skulled very tiny tiny tiny over steroid exposed brain that i am NOT going to give him any money today. NO MONEY FOR YOU ROID MAN!!
Finally after all that i use the ghetto treadmill and the very ghetto elliptical machine for some time. I sit on the ghetto equipment and think how the 1st guy told me they are opening a new gym every 9 days thats how fast they are growing. and how soon they will have new treadmills....and i think if your getting new ones does that mean these ghetto ones are going to one of the "new" gyms you open every 9 days? And is it really a good sign when 5 of your treadmills are "out or order" especially when you boost about how many cardio machines you have......um have you subtracted the amount of broken ones for that number?
So really 3 days is enough b/c if in 3 days you still have ghetto equipment i'm thinking i can join one of the other gyms in the area. (since there are 3 others....even more then that but 3 i am willing to join.)
IRTC: I was not trying to make you jealous....i was saying how Mom and I end up on the Spanish channel when your not around. And you don't have her all to yourself all night.....i'll be over for a little while so HA double HA!! hahahahaaa And Charles is right we are hilarious! :o)
No i don't believe you told me about the Cosi yummy fire'ness! But thats ok i forgive! and someday i will try the crepes!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Keep it comming
My mom is too funny! I love her forever and ever and ever and ever....the end.
Just kidding! :O) She made a really yummy chicken cheese broccoli thing that apparently my aunt made and my mom loved it. But she kept saying that she wouldn't make it good enough and that it would fail. But it was yummy!! She didn't have the curry powder my aunt puts in so my mom decided that it was not good enough b/c of that! But no matter how much i told her that it was good she still had to ask me at the end of the meal. "would you eat this again?" yet again i had to tell her "YES." (she makes much yummier food now that she stopped making liver and brussel sprouts!! hahahaa)
Ha oh i almost forgot. She had something in her shoe.....and i was about to say it was a rock. Well it was a rock alright.....it was a shiny pretty purple stone that she uses to make pretty jewelry! Hahaha the jewelry queen had a piece of jewelry in her shoe! it was really funny! I almost made her spit her tea on me b/c i was returning from the kitchen and i decided to do a jig. We have so much fun!! Of course it would be even more fun with my sis. But she did call in. we listened to her message.....and mom said "I don't have a favorite." and i said yes you do! hahahaaa
And i revealed my secret ability to fix watch bands and take links out. Guess i can open a stand at the mall now. i only lost a little blood....sure hope the dang watch fits now. AND my mom got me a really pretty hoody (for $3) (also i suspect my sister had a hand in it....not sure). Oh and I'll be going to the just a dollar so put your orders in today sister o' mine. And i made her smell my armpits to see if my new deodorant is working.....she said it was.
We almost ended up watching Spanish TV yet again! We tend to watch it and decided what they are saying not at all based on our knowledge of the Spanish language, but rather based on a few things: their facial expressions, their body language, and out mood. It can be entertaining....see what happens when my sister is not around.
Just kidding! :O) She made a really yummy chicken cheese broccoli thing that apparently my aunt made and my mom loved it. But she kept saying that she wouldn't make it good enough and that it would fail. But it was yummy!! She didn't have the curry powder my aunt puts in so my mom decided that it was not good enough b/c of that! But no matter how much i told her that it was good she still had to ask me at the end of the meal. "would you eat this again?" yet again i had to tell her "YES." (she makes much yummier food now that she stopped making liver and brussel sprouts!! hahahaa)
Ha oh i almost forgot. She had something in her shoe.....and i was about to say it was a rock. Well it was a rock alright.....it was a shiny pretty purple stone that she uses to make pretty jewelry! Hahaha the jewelry queen had a piece of jewelry in her shoe! it was really funny! I almost made her spit her tea on me b/c i was returning from the kitchen and i decided to do a jig. We have so much fun!! Of course it would be even more fun with my sis. But she did call in. we listened to her message.....and mom said "I don't have a favorite." and i said yes you do! hahahaaa
And i revealed my secret ability to fix watch bands and take links out. Guess i can open a stand at the mall now. i only lost a little blood....sure hope the dang watch fits now. AND my mom got me a really pretty hoody (for $3) (also i suspect my sister had a hand in it....not sure). Oh and I'll be going to the just a dollar so put your orders in today sister o' mine. And i made her smell my armpits to see if my new deodorant is working.....she said it was.
We almost ended up watching Spanish TV yet again! We tend to watch it and decided what they are saying not at all based on our knowledge of the Spanish language, but rather based on a few things: their facial expressions, their body language, and out mood. It can be entertaining....see what happens when my sister is not around.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Weekend
So this weekend we sort of hi-jacked my one friend and took out for a late birthday celebration! It started at the star wars exhibit and ended in china town.......OK to make this long I'll tell the whole weekend.
We tricked my friend into thinking she was just going to the willow grove mall to shop with us for the day. But once she got to the mall I told her that they have to go with me somewhere 1st before we go to the mall. So she gets in the car and I start driving her to philly. She catches on to us being in philly quick (who wouldn't) but still has no idea where we are headed. So as we are trying to find parking she gets the notion that we are going to the star wars exhibit (she sees the signs....dang it). She loved the exhibit, i loved it the 1st time i went to it and the 2nd time which would be the time just this weekend it was only enjoyable b/c i was taking my friend. Other wise it was way to crowded with awful children and scary people! RUDE scary people and children!! which in case you could not have already guessed made my eggs go rotten.
After Star Wars we went to lunch in China town. Due to my sisters fabulous recommendation we had a really awesome lunch!! Even if it was cash only and we just had enough money! hahahaa But we also got really good parking which never happens to me i always end up paying the most money for the least amount of time!! So after lunch we hunted down LUSH!! Once found we were so happy it was all worth it. And by "it all" i mean the walking and the POURING RAIN!!!!!
We all bought some REALLY yummy smelling stuff! Most importantly i bought a powder deodorant! Which i LOVE.....at least for now....until it stops working.....
Then we went Cosi. Which i didn't think would be that great BUT it is they have smore's that they give you a fire to make your smore's with! Awesome i love FIRE!!! (which is funny b/c when i was younger i would stand 10 feet away from the fire and wonder why my marshmallow never got gooey and yummy.) So then we went on a hunt for fortune cookies. And let me tell you if they had teeth they would have bitten me!! Then we headed home! Oh and really really great part is my friend who was the birthday girl was talking about how she needed to buy a new bigger purse and that was the gift i bought her but she had no idea!!! I am that awesome!!
Other highlights from the weekend my lovely Katie made me hand warmers!! Which i am currently wearing at work b/c it's cold! BUT my hands are warmer then they would normally be!! she knitted them!! They rock! (they are RED!!!!) Boys are really frustrating!! On that note Dan got a game where a little girl goes around with a needle and sucks peoples blood from them.....what?! so strange!! I love fake corn dogs!! and Morning star has all this new yummy veggie stuff out!! i was in heaven at the grocery store stocking up!! OH and how could i forget my favorite cranberry juice was on sale!! Not only my favorite but the best cranberry juice in the world!! Like the list of things i missed while i was down south goes like this: Pizza (duh), Pocos, This cranberry juice, Baja Fresh..... and it goes on (this is just a list of food items i missed not everything i missed meaning i didn't miss pizza more then i missed my Mom).
Oh i have a question is it OK to respond to comments in my next post or would it be better to respond to them through another comment? well till i figure that out i will do this.
IRTC: LBS -Mom is awesome and though it may have taken me much too long to figure that out we are the luckiest in the whole world for being graced with her presence!! And i would only change one thing i would have changed the way i acted.
ok i'm sure i'll think of another big post tomorrow b/c i'm hanging out with my mom tonight!
We tricked my friend into thinking she was just going to the willow grove mall to shop with us for the day. But once she got to the mall I told her that they have to go with me somewhere 1st before we go to the mall. So she gets in the car and I start driving her to philly. She catches on to us being in philly quick (who wouldn't) but still has no idea where we are headed. So as we are trying to find parking she gets the notion that we are going to the star wars exhibit (she sees the signs....dang it). She loved the exhibit, i loved it the 1st time i went to it and the 2nd time which would be the time just this weekend it was only enjoyable b/c i was taking my friend. Other wise it was way to crowded with awful children and scary people! RUDE scary people and children!! which in case you could not have already guessed made my eggs go rotten.
After Star Wars we went to lunch in China town. Due to my sisters fabulous recommendation we had a really awesome lunch!! Even if it was cash only and we just had enough money! hahahaa But we also got really good parking which never happens to me i always end up paying the most money for the least amount of time!! So after lunch we hunted down LUSH!! Once found we were so happy it was all worth it. And by "it all" i mean the walking and the POURING RAIN!!!!!
We all bought some REALLY yummy smelling stuff! Most importantly i bought a powder deodorant! Which i LOVE.....at least for now....until it stops working.....
Then we went Cosi. Which i didn't think would be that great BUT it is they have smore's that they give you a fire to make your smore's with! Awesome i love FIRE!!! (which is funny b/c when i was younger i would stand 10 feet away from the fire and wonder why my marshmallow never got gooey and yummy.) So then we went on a hunt for fortune cookies. And let me tell you if they had teeth they would have bitten me!! Then we headed home! Oh and really really great part is my friend who was the birthday girl was talking about how she needed to buy a new bigger purse and that was the gift i bought her but she had no idea!!! I am that awesome!!
Other highlights from the weekend my lovely Katie made me hand warmers!! Which i am currently wearing at work b/c it's cold! BUT my hands are warmer then they would normally be!! she knitted them!! They rock! (they are RED!!!!) Boys are really frustrating!! On that note Dan got a game where a little girl goes around with a needle and sucks peoples blood from them.....what?! so strange!! I love fake corn dogs!! and Morning star has all this new yummy veggie stuff out!! i was in heaven at the grocery store stocking up!! OH and how could i forget my favorite cranberry juice was on sale!! Not only my favorite but the best cranberry juice in the world!! Like the list of things i missed while i was down south goes like this: Pizza (duh), Pocos, This cranberry juice, Baja Fresh..... and it goes on (this is just a list of food items i missed not everything i missed meaning i didn't miss pizza more then i missed my Mom).
Oh i have a question is it OK to respond to comments in my next post or would it be better to respond to them through another comment? well till i figure that out i will do this.
IRTC: LBS -Mom is awesome and though it may have taken me much too long to figure that out we are the luckiest in the whole world for being graced with her presence!! And i would only change one thing i would have changed the way i acted.
ok i'm sure i'll think of another big post tomorrow b/c i'm hanging out with my mom tonight!
Friday, March 7, 2008
Long post to late?!
So my sis tells me i need to post nice long posts.....not because she loves my eloquent writing skills.....no because she is so bored at work! hahahaa
Well to tell you sister of mine yes i liked when Jeff won as well and yes that awful Asian chick is the one that won in between!!
So this girl that i work with is Mexican and she still lives with her family. she is such a sweet heart and has been seeing this guy but her family disapproves so she has to see him on the side when no ones looking. It got me thinking that if i ever had to do something like that i would not. I wouldn't be able to i would just be like this is who i am dating and o'well! It also makes me even more thankful for the mother that i have! she is awesome and i never had to hide things from her. And when people hear that i didn't grow up with a father they go into "ooh how sad" mode and there is no need for that. i never thought how great so and so's dad is. In fact most dads i meet growing up made me all the more thankful i didn't have one!! Not saying that dads are bad just that they are not always all that great. You could go into that if i had grown up with the bastard. You should be green with envy in real life b/c my mom is so awesome!
They say we didn't grow up with lots of money but i never felt like that. I never felt like oh i want what that kid has. i felt like we had everything and more!! I felt like one of the luckiest people in the world b/c my mom loved me for me and she did everything she could and more for my sister and i. so don't ever feel sorry for me! Feel sorry for the poor girl i work with that just wants to date!
Well to tell you sister of mine yes i liked when Jeff won as well and yes that awful Asian chick is the one that won in between!!
So this girl that i work with is Mexican and she still lives with her family. she is such a sweet heart and has been seeing this guy but her family disapproves so she has to see him on the side when no ones looking. It got me thinking that if i ever had to do something like that i would not. I wouldn't be able to i would just be like this is who i am dating and o'well! It also makes me even more thankful for the mother that i have! she is awesome and i never had to hide things from her. And when people hear that i didn't grow up with a father they go into "ooh how sad" mode and there is no need for that. i never thought how great so and so's dad is. In fact most dads i meet growing up made me all the more thankful i didn't have one!! Not saying that dads are bad just that they are not always all that great. You could go into that if i had grown up with the bastard. You should be green with envy in real life b/c my mom is so awesome!
They say we didn't grow up with lots of money but i never felt like that. I never felt like oh i want what that kid has. i felt like we had everything and more!! I felt like one of the luckiest people in the world b/c my mom loved me for me and she did everything she could and more for my sister and i. so don't ever feel sorry for me! Feel sorry for the poor girl i work with that just wants to date!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
YES YES
All i will say is the right person won for ONCE!!! (only cause i don't know if you have seen it yet littlebig sis)
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